jeensgrrl (jeensgrrl) wrote,


This is the dream I had the other day. It's really fucked up but here it is...

I drempt that I lived across the street from a large park and that there was a tree dead center to my apartment and I live on the top floor. Anyway I went out for a very early morning walk and I saw Walter (ex-bf) and his truck. I didn't want to talk to him so I went in the house away from him. I did however watch him from my window. I watched him make a noose with the clothesline we bought to tie our Christmas tree down with. Him climbed up the tree and hung himself while watched and did nothing. I couldn't help but keep looking at him...just hanging there. I didn't call the cops...just pretended like I didn't see it. A little while later as daylight broke a jogger spotted him and called 911. I'm just watching as people come to see him...just hanging there. The emergency peeps never came, wouldn't have mattered anyway considering I was pretty sure he was dead, probably died not long after jumping down from the tree. Now that there were more people crowding around him I felt like I should go too and I never said a word I just watched. I did remember feeling scared because I could have saved him, but I didn't want to.

Thats where it ends...I woke up to my alarm after that.
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